I've been pushing my friends away and I never meant to. Its so sad, my virtual friends are my closest friends and they are the one's I'm pushing away the hardest. They are the ones who have really been there for me, they don't judge me. I don't have to be anything but me, and they like that.
My friend will. I've snapped at him twice in the past 3 days. Jesse and candice, i've kinda pushed them away and not been myself with.
And being that there's no where else i can let this out. i'm doing it here.
I am so torn right now.